Here’s a man.

Here’s a man; Nameless, and whose poetry is a beautiful description of everything I abhor. Obnoxious, and a physical embodiment of everything I adore.   Here’s a man; A poet, who says what he wants. A poet, whose deceptive nature is a failure that he flaunts. A poet, who wants what he says. A poet, [...]

The Distance.

Let me walk the distance, Because that was me, a creature of insistence. Awaiting your arrival, A  moment of reawakening, and possible revival. But please keep your distance. Because that was you, a path of peaceful resistance, A cause to start a fire with all my identification papers, An abrupt change, and a chance to [...]

Untitled.

I am not simple. Nor am I ill. My words, upon which, if you ponder just enough, you can tell. I am not honest. And I indeed don’t buy what I sell. I am persuasive, though. In my head, it’s messy. In my head, old and guilty are the corners on which I dwell. I [...]

In the Unspoken Hymns.

The story of the Beau may come to mind, But love will never make sense. So you must not speak these hymns. As I will chill to the bone, When the truth creeps into these limbs. There will be no room for error, There will be no room for you. Hence, You must not speak [...]

Truth.

Truth, is not obvious to naked eyes. Questionable, confusing, And difficult to recognize. Truth… Is the reality that one denies. The monster behind the bars, And the reason a heart ever dies. Truth… Only comes in disguise. In dishonesty, it ridiculously lies. In the dark corner, in the forgotten past, And in the ignored signs. [...]

Poisonous Words.

Encounter: Platonic concord. Admiration and amazement. Enthusiasm and hope. ****** Bonding: Daintiness and fineness. Childishness and cheerfulness. Youthfulness and innocence. ****** “Thee only do I Love”: Happiness. ****** Reciprocity: Deception. ****** Uncertainty: Agony. ****** Collision: The ugly truth. ****** Heartbreak: Languor and weakness. ****** “I live for thee”: Refusal and abandonment. Rejection and disdain. Anger [...]

These Are the Consequences.

These are the consequences of welcoming your invitation… I was desperate for a closure, in my defense. To only want what I can’t have, And to only need what I don’t want I still managed to make little sense But mommy’s no longer here to kiss the awwie. And I haven’t been able to speak [...]

Unloading.

Equilibrium.. I aspire to reach. Tendency.. To give up to what you preach. Hypocrisy, is what you teach. Dishonesty, I tell you. Time for another speech? Rain.. Another kind of blue water to wet my skin.. With violent wind, why don’t you just carry me away? Light.. Is it meant to go through me? Rather [...]

‘Only God Can Judge Me.’

“You’ve brought all this unnecessary drama upon yourself.” The right thing to do was probably to focus on my education? What happened to: “you’ll never know if you don’t try”? Well, I’ve tried. And I screwed everything up. Why do I find myself forced to tender an explanation? I thought you said that everybody makes [...]

False Alarm. [Unedited]

Did I mention that I hate false alarms? Like that feeling when you besiege me in your arms I could have sworn that I’m breaking down My head’s already under the surface, but I don’t drown It’s like I’m standing beside myself I see me, and there’s nothing I can do to help What were [...]