Summer 2011

Insha Allah plans are to return to Canada this tuesday and boy is there work to do! so here’s what to expect.. God willingly ofcourse

1)Spiritual Sundays: Well every sunday Inshallah I will be posting 2 things 1) a lecture for us to constantly remind ourselves and connect back to the truth of the Almight creator; Allah and 2)’Halal Entertainment’ and this is because I figure that most people just dont know where to find halal entertainment to begin with.. so they end up turning to other means…

2) Abdullah, Yousuf, and Suhaib Live in concert! yes… we are back! doing our first halal show this year inshallah! we will record it and post it online for u to hear…

3) Calling all females! So since me, yousuf and suhaib get to have a show… there are plans for getting some females together to put together a show.. but its not confirmed.. so if u would like to get involved… message me at abdullahhibbedayaz@gmail.com

4) “.com” it! I know I have been talking about it for too long, but Inshallah we will finally get “unspokenhymns.com”

5) another splash- Time for me to hit the studio again.. well actually cuz i got my own mic.. time for me to hit my home..,

Either way I was just checking out the competition today… and i got So much work to do… Alright I am calling it a night.. Salam

Love died

Love… forgot the feelings

Love… forgot the sensations

Love… forgot what it is

Love died!

final fantasy

I told you my final fantasy…
But I want to turn it  into a reality…
But I cant do it if you are not going to walk with me…
And I will pray some day, you will find your way instantly…
But now you are looking at it like an impossibility…
But you will see…
And I will smile my pearly whites…and say
I told you so.

For the first time in your life you saw me cry…
And you probably thought it was jealousy…
but it was tears of pain.
On seeing an indication…
that I may never get my final fantasy….

jls<3

I told you to take my name out of your nickname
So it will be easier for you to move on…
Now I miss it.
Because I rather stay
Then feed you in the serpents mouth…
Lose you down the dark road..
Because even though I was leaving
I was still gonna keep you in my heart…
While you took every way to destroy what i meant in your life..
did the opposite..
Didnt listen to a thing I said…
but i am not mad at you…
I am depressed…
That I have to exchange you in the hands of devils…
To make my own paradise

6 weeks..

I tried really hard to be here today..
first of all some one had crashed my laptop,
Then I was denied the bed which catches the internet..
ha.. i even trimmed
And put on a stupid scarf
For I was not going to be online for 6 weeks..

I didnt even ask you to explain why you made me wait for 2 hours…
And now I will be spending 6 weeks, imagining the ending of the story

Nice guy

I am not a nice guy…
I never was available if you needed me at 11pm at night….
Or available when you needed me the last 2 years,
You used to talk about the 2 radio shows I never showed up…

I was not a nice guy…
I would never take no for an answer…
I would never be able to be your body guard…
I would never allow you to do anything fun…

I will never be a nice guy…
I will never be there for you…
I will never do all the things he does to ‘comfort’ you
I will never stop being a crybaby

He is a nice guy…
He has complete regard for your religion, nor culture, nor family…
He treats you like an adult, lets you do what he .. i mean you want…
He is a nice guy
Because makeup is better than reality

Amongst the crossfire

I dont hate you…
Neither did i scream at you…
Rather I opened my self up in front of you…
Which will probably result in you not telling me anything, ever again

I am so far away…
Yet am I the only one who can see what’s wrong with this picture?
Guess I took away your dreams with me..
So you want to take away my prayer with you.

But I am proud of you…
If I was stupid enough to get my self in that situation…
I dont know if Iwould have backed off…
And you did.
It means you have control…

Trust…
I trust you more than I trust me…
Because I bend for every thing you insist on…
And I am no longer able to say no to anything…

Trust…
I trusted him…
To look over you…
But he offered you blood and you drank it
But I trust you stilll…

Trust
I trust Allah,
That my sacrifice for him…
will result in my prayers being answered…
For he is the only one who will always be there…